I wanted to do a small post in honor of our son Killian Scott. Today is his birthday and he would be 4 if he was still with us. As odd as it sounds I believe that he is with us in spirit, but I miss being able to hold him and that alone, is unbearable. For those of you who have endured this tragedy with us, I find it to be amazing the resiliency that we have as human beings, and that the old saying is true... time does ease all wounds, notice I did not say heal! There will always be a part of our family that is missing and an ache in my heart for our Killian, until the day I finally leave this earth. So it is with a heavy and sad heart that I say Happy birthday to our son.
"This was not at all, how we thought it was supposed to be- we had so many plans for you, we had so many dreams. And now you've gone away and left us with the memory of your smile. And nothing we can say, and nothing we can do, can take away the pain- the pain of loosing you. But we can cry with hope, we can say goodbye with hope, 'cause we know our goodbye is not the end. And we believe with hope, there's a place that we'll see your face again."