Saturday, December 11, 2010

Heart ache

7 years ago my life and that of my families changed forever. We are not the same people that we used to be... none of us. We loved him so much. It's actualy becoming hard to imagine what he would be like now. He is always an infant to me, that's the way I remember him and probably always will. I have done my share of crying yeserday and right now and have not been sleeping welll the last 2 nights. I will get through this anniversary as I always do. Sometimes I greedily think I should never have to, but this is my life. My heart with a huge hole... it's shrinking, but it is always there.


Tiny Angels rest your wings.

Sit with me for awhile.

How I long to hold your hand,

And see your tender smile.

Tiny Angel, look at me,

I want this image clear....

That I will forget your precious face

Is my biggest fear.

Tiny Angel can you tell me,

Why you have gone away?

You weren't here for very long....

Why is it, you couldn't stay?

Tiny Angel shook his head,

"These things I do not know....

But I do know that you love me,

And that I love you so".



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